You and I have become one.
You met me in my childhood.
I have tried to get rid of you
But to no avail.
You have left me alone and isolated.
I am here figuring out life through your eyes.
Everything through your eyes has distorted my perception.
You run deep in the depths of my soul.
I need help to pull up your roots.
I need a Gardner.
God where are you?
This pain has caused me to become numb.
I can’t feel.
This is so abnormal.
Lord I want to feel again.
I want to love.
Send forth your light.
So I can tell pain to GO AWAY!